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in case you can´t see i haven´t even updated it in ages.
i´ve got a new journal which i think i posted here.
if you´re that interested, add that one.
i won´t be updating this one again, so please don´t add this account.
(no i will not add anyone back, end of story)
i´m sick of getting emails that say people have added his account.
add my new one ffs.
http://maoaoao.livejournal.com/
http://maoaoao.livejournal.com/
http://maoaoao.livejournal.com/
new journal !
add that and delete this one plzkthx :D
i get moods sometimes and listen to weird shit. like electronic, industrial, absolute pop or something like... this. wow. aren´t you interested :D (no.)
umm i can´t wait ´til august DDD:
one, because of screw´s single.
two, because of d=out´s album.
three, because of kagrra,.
yes. i´m going to see kagrra, in august.
it makes me think about whether or not some certain bands are ever gonna come back (;__;) i´m not sure if satoshi promised they´d be back, but i know mikaru said they´d come back (and that the show would be "more crazy", in his words). and i don´t know if it´s at all true, but i´ve heard rumors that dio would be coming back later this year (>__>) it´s just a rumor, but i hope it´s true.
yay yay sakashitaaaaa~.
oh my i haven´t even been following what sid´s guys are doing now D:< bad fangirl. i haven´t read their blogs in ages... except mao´s, because mao is ♥.
´kay off to write →
- Mood:
blargg - Music:HINOI TEAM ♪ IKE IKE (extended version)
i´m~ happy~ ♪ ♫ ♪
well~. cdjapan has screw´s new single up for pre order! i admit i almost had a heart attack when i checked like, five minutes ago. then i ran downstairs, woke my mom up and gave her a heart attack and asked her if i could order both versions~~.
so guess what i´ll be getting sometime in august~~? ♪
two cds, one dvd and one 24-page photobook :DD ♥ plus first press extras! i love first press extras~. i got a takeru trading card when i got my copy of sug´s noiz star -album. i hope i´ll get trading cards now too~ ♪ i´ll be satisfied with anyone´s, but kazuki or byou would be nice to get :D
. . . aww i can´t wait that long (;A;)/
i´m sorry, i know this was totally pointless, but i love screw so-so-so much. they´re the number one band for me (in case you didn´t already know). if i believed in souls, i´d say they own mine.
also, turns out the single´s actual name is 「 wailing wall 」. i wonder where jaME got the other name from? it was kizuato ni... something. can´t remember. it´s listed as 「 wailing wall 」 on screw´s ohp and indie psc´s page too~.
haha :DD that´s... all for now.
- Mood:
\:DDDDDDDD/ - Music:SCREW ♪ REND:LOOP
sososo~~~~. i´ve been really happy lately and that´s because of one band 8D
d=out / ダウト ♥ i love them so much~. they´re just awesome 8DD ahahaha but again to save space i´m putting shit under the cut.
( cut lololol » )
- Mood:
haha lol naked men - Music:ダウト ♪ フラッシュバック
. . . and i mean lag. fuck, my computer´s been really slow at absofuckin´lutely everything.
tch whateverrrrrr.
- Mood:
yay gayness - Music:SCREW ♪ END IN TRAGEDY
today i get to see ayabie. hopefully. if i don´t break a leg or get run over by a car (- . -)
i swear, my luck when it comes to seeing this band is really awful.
ahahaha~.
also. it´s totally wrong but right now, instead of listening to ayabie, i´m listening to screw (; - ;) ♥ but i love themmm~.
ha i so totally need to go finish packing soon ´cause i leave at eight but yeeaaah. i´ve got time dammit >:------O
just... not sure if i wanna throw on a million pounds of makeup now or later. i´m vain.
edit: i so totally love writing threesomes. ohmygod i´ve gotten corrupted D: but it´s funnnn~.
- Mood:
8DDDDDD - Music:SCREW ♪ 踊
well! i haven´t really been lazy~... i´ve been writing fics like mad D: started with this one fic about Dio that i wrote two nights ago. took exactly an hour to write it, and it´s even quite... readable. then i wrote a d=out fic. my first one 8D it was fun. finished it in a couple of hours. i also started a sug-fic, which is underway, and a second d=out fic. with threesome! *cough* okay...
i´m writing the second d=out fic right now... i´ll finish it soon~. haha so many fics...
then i´m thinking about writing a screw-fic. like... obviously some byou x kazuki but... (* >*) yeah. if i can come up with something, i´ll write about them. i also have some kind of an idea for a sadie-fic. wow.
okay, enough about fics.
ayabie! on wednesday! wanna make a bet i´ll end up breaking a leg tomorrow or something so i can´t go? i´m cursed when it comes to ayabie. they´ve been in finland twice ─ i haven´t seen them yet *sigh* first it was sold out before i got the tickets and then i had exams. well, i´ve got tickets and i´m not in school so no exams either~. ayabie here i come.
ugh... next week... tokyo decadance ♥ hm... was anyone going with me...? D: can´t remember.
ahahaha off to write bye →
- Mood:
:=) - Music:サディ ♪ a holy terrors
i had another dream about screw. yeah, it´s getting outta hand. this time i had a dream where they already had their new style goin´ on. well, i only saw byou and manabu in my dream though. byou was blonde... thank god. but he had the stupidest haircut D: his hair was like... bobbed. ugh. plus he had a hat on again. manabu just had some red velvet pants on......... goddammit what the hell am i smoking. uh no.
screw´s new single comes with a photobook :) it´s in two types, version 1 and version 2. version one comes with three songs, a dvd with one pv and the 24-page photobook. version two has three songs too, one different from the other version. and you know what? i fucking want them both. unfortunately, brand-x is the only place where they´re already up for preorder, and i´m not allowed to order them from there (- . -) well, to be honest, i just want version one of the single ´cause of the dvd and photobook :| i really want itttttt~... and it´s limited to 5000 copies too (;__;) so unfair~...
i advanced in fatal frame. fought two ghosts instead of one. the first one was really random... i was checking places for items and suddenly some little girl just says "daddy´s dead..." and starts attacking me D: and teleporting around the fucking room so i couldn´t charge my camera up high enough to attack.
the second ghost attacked like five minutes later and nearly gave me a heart attack (- . -) i wasn´t really expecting it to appear although i knew i´d have to fight it. fun part about that battle is, i managed to do a combo on it :D plus the ghost was actually really pretty, even when she was like... trying to eat my soul...
you don´t care do you. i don´t either. i´ll play more today~. it´s a fun game... scary, but fun.
ah~, now i´m gonna go write one fic~. with my absolute otp. ten points if you can guess the pairing.
... whoa... i just saw something on my keyboard but when i looked again, it was gone (o__o)
- Mood:
dude~ - Music:SCREW ♪ 七色
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- Mood:
fuck´s sake - Music:アリス九號. ♪ zero
it´s nothing tbh.
my neck is fucking killing me~ because it hurts so much~ yet again ♪. it isn´t fun. it feels like i want to rip my head off so it´d stop hurting. i really need a good massage right about now... (- . -);
i ordered smile´s 「 darlin´ 」 album today. haha... yeah. wasted another ~30€ on that but it´s so worth it (; A ;) i love smile~. and i love their 「 darlin´ 」 pv too, it´s so cute. i´m just a little confused though... there seems to be no limited edition copy of the album. just the regular edition, but it comes with all the tracks and a dvd? uh... right? well, doesn´t matter at all 8DD i´m still happy to get it.
now... i just need their first album... (- . -) which isn´t sold anywhere, but it´s the only one i´m missing from them. okay... i admit i want it because there´s a track on it called 「 transexual : MTF 」...
i´m hungry (; A ;)
- Mood:
fgsfds ! - Music:S M I L E ♪ L.G.
i´m pretty sure i gotta fight a ghost to get further in the game, but i just can´t get her to attack me. i mean, the filament-thingy that shows ghosts nearby was flashing red, but i couldn´t see the ghost anywhere. stupid... little girl ghost. the game hasn´t yet creeped me out... i got a scare when this doll just fell off a table randomly, but... yeah.
ah well, i´ll think about it and try again later.
it´s sorta weird how all fatal frame-games have a woman as the main character though. the first one had miku, second one hand mio (and her sister mayu) and the third one has rei. i think you can play as miku and some guy in the third one though.
i feel like i´ve lost weight, but i just don´t look like it. in fact, if anything, i look fatter. ugh. i´m scared to weigh myself too... last time i did, i´d gained weight.
oh yeah... uh, 「 terminal care 」? hehe... uh. i´m writing more of it. no one cares. i´ve just been writing a bunch of oneshots lately, and i´ve finished like, three or so of them. one is underway and i think i´ll finish it today.
... i´m seeing things too. and hearing. like... yesterday... i knew i was alone, but i heard someone come upstairs. i went to see and there was no one there. no, it wasn´t my cat, he was in my room sleeping. so yeah. i think i´m just tired, i´ve not been sleeping well lately (- . -); though i gotta say, i´ll probably freak the fuck out if i´m going somewhere with my camera and something starts going all warped and distorted in front of me... ugh.
- Mood:
uh... - Music:KuRt ♪ III秒で光る骸骨狂ったチャップリンと命名
1: new layout. uh... awesome. had the old one since i got my lj last year. felt like changing it, the new one´s okay. it´s a shame i suck major ass when it comes to coding stuff, otherwise i´d make myself a decent layout ´n all that. but i can´t. i suck.
2: profile updated. has some useless information about me... obviously. nothing you don´t already know.
3: and last. changed the name of my journal from "ruri no ame" to "sora". from... "something rain" to "sky". i forgot what ruri meant. sorry. changed the name of my friend page too, and the subtitle of my journal. wow. i did something to this piece of shit =DDDDDD
is it just me, by the way, or is everyone in hospital this year? ´cause... yuuri was (irokui.´s vocalist), tora was... well, tora i can totally understand. the idiot, pushing himself on when he´s clearly not alright. i hope he never does that again, i was so worried. yuuki was, and still is, in hospital. god i´m worried about him too... unsraw´s pausing activities because of his condition. i really hope he gets better.
and... now, d=out´s minase and downer´s miu are in hospital. oh yeah, alice nine.´s shou was in hospital, too, for ten days without saying anything about it. he just got out recently, wrote a blog entry and was like "oh yeah i was in the hospital, by the way 8DDD nao brought me waffles."
... he wrote that part about nao bringing him waffles. yes he did.
is there anything good happening? moran´s new singles! 8DD i´ve been dying to hear their music~. ´cause, you know, moran´s singer and drummer used to be in fatima, and i love fatima (;A;) plus their bassist was in KuRt. i loved KuRt too.
tch. tenten should really get his ass in gear too (- . -); i´ve no idea what he´s doing. his new band, my bacteria heat island, has a ohp but it´s not very informative about what they´re doing... i´d like to know.
last, i had a dream few nights back about screw D: they announced the name of their single, the name of the new pv and when they´d be updating their ohp with new pictures in my dream. i think the single´s name was... "eternity" and something else. the pv name had something to do with... "kiss"... i dunno, i´m on crack 24/7. and their ohp would be updated in june... i dunno. if any of this is true, i can just laugh in your face. then hide at how fucking creepy it is 8|
small edit. why is lj advertising jrock/jpop on my page D:< wth.
- Mood:
(´・ω・`) - Music:ayria ♪ horrible dream
and it´s finally getting warmer here too (・ω・) summer finally.
oh man i´ve got so much stuff i gotta order (´ω`); like screw´s new single, all types of it this time. deluhi´s new single too~... and i dunno about sid´s new album, it´s only the b-sides of their singles so~... i dunno. i forgot if there was anything else (笑)
... oh yeah! it´ll soon be the 14th! sug´s first album!
speaking of screw, by the way, i´m kinda anxious about their single. i´m really looking forward to it~. but i´ve got a feeling that they´re gonna do some kind of a radical change in their style... not musically necessarily, but more like with how they look. i dunno, i´d like to see kazuki go blonde again. he looked so nice when he was blonde (not saying red/black hair doesn´t suit him, i´d just like to see him blonde again). ah~, can´t wait for them to change their style (´A`);
i also put new pictures on my walls yesterday... along with the poster i got as a birthday present ♥ my walls look better now.
... i should do my profile-thingy here... (笑) i´ve been meaning to since last year (笑)
oki i´m off to... do something now.
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- Mood:
no u. - Music:D´espairsRay ♪ angeldust
i´m making one huuuuge mistake by doing this, ´cause then i´m gonna forget it or regret my shit writing so much i won´t ever post more. uh. so yeah with that out of the way, let´s see what i have for you toda--- tonight. ha, like anyone´ll actually read this (o__o); and it´d be nice to know if someone does read it... um yeah... ´cause i´ll be posting this until it´s over.
title 「 terminal care 」
author mao 「 j-payphone, obviously 」
genre au | romance | drama
chapters prologue / ?
band ＬｕＬｕ
pairing taa x kaito
rating nc17
warnings au | language | sex scenes | drama / angst | misuse of medicine
notes :) i hardly ever post fanfics like this... because i hate my writing. well... i don´t really hate it, honestly... i´m just too self-concious about my writing. i don´t like posting it around but~. i might as well. oh yeah, warnings? that´s just what´s going to be in here altogether. if any of that bothers or offends you, don´t read. and also, since i suck balls at using the link-thingy, pictures of taa and kaito are under the cut.
( diagnosis #1 » )
- Mood:
YAWN. - Music:ＬｕＬｕ ♪ Dr.ステルベン
so what´s up. i´m sick. have been for a fucking week and there is no end to this. no end. it´s annoying as all hell. i can hardly sleep well ´cause my nose keeps getting all... stuffy at night. it´s annoying~. and i have this cough too. really fucking great. i just cough like every four seconds. sometimes i can be without coughing for a whoppin´ minute.
medicine does not help. that´s a real bitch. no really, if i have a headache and i take a pill, two hours later i´m still gonna have that fucking headache. same with this cough. i´ve been taking medicine for it for two days and... nothing so far. i might not take any medicine anymore. fuck it to hell for all i care.
uh... for some reason i´ve started wanting to do a narration walkthrough on some game. y´know, recording what i´m playing and commenting on it. huh. i just have nothing to record with so, yeah, can´t do narration walthroughs. i wouldn´t even know what game to play... i´d end up doing one of the final fantasy games that´s for sure. or star ocean 3. or uh... i dunno. i´m not good at other games, not really. rpgs are my forte. everything else... not so much.
speaking of rpgs. star ocean 4. did it ever blow my fucking mind. oh my god. i´m so used to star ocean games being standard anime-style in cutscenes and everything but so4 actually... reminds me about ff12. the graphics are just... wow. well, it figures since square enix is working on it with tri-ace.
also, what the hell, screw (and sug) might be coming to europe? oh... my gosh. screw. fucking screw. you can´t even imagine how much it´d mean to me if i got to see them. you can´t imagine. sug... meh. i´d be happy to see them too. i guess. but screw would just be beyond awesome.
oh my god this cough is really getting on my fucking nerves. it´s like.... i can´t even fucking breathe because it triggers the coughing. fuck it up the ass and hard.
- Mood: dammit freehaven
- Music:SCREW ♪ The previous night of hell 「fusion of the core ver.」
i cleaned my room. yeah. it´s not just a huge mess anymore. it´s actually... pretty clean now. wow. haven´t seen it this clean since new year´s. thing is, i only seem to clean here when i know someone´s gonna come over for longer than a couple of hours. and since today ─ friday that is ─ i´ve got a friend coming over for the night, i cleaned. shocking.
right now i should be sleeping, since i gotta go shopping for clothes today. but what am i doing? writing down the plotline for 「 symphatia 」, that´s what. yeah, i haven´t written it at all :DDDDDDD oh c´mon, i realized i can´t write something that big off the top of my head... like i usually do when i write.
oh yeah, speaking of writing, i started trying out the "listen to music and write drabbles" -challenge last night. i wrote twelve drabbles :DDD basically the thing is to take your mp3-player/media player, put it on 'random' and write a drabble for each song you listen. you have only for as long as the song lasts to write, no more and no less. i wrote twelve drabbles~, with 176BIZ´s Yuu and Setsuki as my pairing. i plan on writing more... with other pairings too.
... i´m not posting them :| i´m self-concious about my writing. i think it´s boring for the most part, so i don´t see why you should read something that even i think is boring. yeah.
i´m also starting to think i shouldn´t have gone to see Dio last month either XDDXDXDX because now i´m completely obsessed with them ;A; seriously. i´ve listened mostly to their music today. i even got motivated to make a whole bunch of MSN/livejournal avatars from their pictures D: and i haven´t done avatars like that in ages. not that many within thirty minutes. ugh... i did like three sets for each member... they´re simple, but i like simple :| maybe i´ll post them later on... in case anyone cares. i like doing graphics ;A;
this has gotten long enough. i´m gonna write down more of that plotline and then go to sleep ´A`
ほな ☆
- Mood:
i can has glasses - Music:Ｄｉｏ ♪ 十二月の夜に
yeah not tired enough to go to sleep yet.
i figured i´d post something becaaaaause... ugh i dunno : | oh yeah. i decided to start writing that fic now. yeah. it´s gonna kill me and i´m pretty sure i´ll end up deleting half of it to rewrite everything :D i´m such an indecisive shit y´know. hm... yeah. less steampunk-ish stuff after all. i´m not all that into steampunk to actually write it into a fic like this.
i am, however, creating a story of my own (1oo% original) that revolves around steampunk. yes. information will be added once i have more than the main character up - . -; lazy shit.
anyway, just so this wouldn´t be all my rambling, i´m gonna show you something. yeah. i´m putting it under a lj cut because i´m pretty sure the picture would really stretch your friendpage and i... hate that :DDDDD;;;;; so if you´re interested in seeing the banner for that Versailles fic i´ve started, click the cut. if not, you can just go away now. nothing more to see here.
( right here » )
- Mood:
omg wait what - Music:UnsraW ♪ holy sink (new version)
don´t worry, this won´t be too long. maybe. i dunno, whatever anyway.
okay, i´m having a... dilemma here. i already wrote about this @ ircgalleria, so yeah, i like writing shit like this. get used to it. anyway, it´s about that damn fic idea i got. i kinda want to write it, and i kinda don´t want to write it. ´cause the idea´s alright and all, but i know i can´t write well enough, so i´d end up fucking it all up before i even got to the end of the first chapter : |
now... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5827EPsAO
watch it for great justice. do it faggot. it´s obviously Versailles´ 「 the revenant choir 」, which inspired the idea for that fic *sigh*.
the problem is that where i´d like to write a fic on how Teru suddenly is taken into House Kamijo (... lol what) where he kindasorta falls for "lady" Hizaki and all that crap et cetera... i´m not sure if i can.
haha, such trivial matters : | fuck it. i´m writing it anyway. besides, see how everyone´s trying to kill Kamijo in the pv? weird...
oh right... as if things weren´t fucked up enough, i´m gonna make it steampunk-ish : D if you don´t know what that is, google it. sheesh. i´ve been borderline obsessed with steampunk lately... yay for victorian-era steampunk au fics with japanese men wearing pretty dresses. oh man... that screams epic : |
and i´m so doing it.
- Mood: yay awake lol
- Music:Versailles ♪ The red carpet day
